“An ending is nothing but a new beginning.” -Myself
I hate goodbyes. But I never want to look back at one and regret it. Life is too short for that. So I like to cherish the memories of all the good times; the laughter, and the smiles that came and went. Because I know that there’s still more out there.
For the past little while, I’ve been stressed to the bone. My mind will erupt if I don’t keep my balance with insanity. I’ve told myself that it’s all because of the schoolwork and extra-curriculars, but I know that those are just the distractions that keep me from jumping off the cliff.
I’ve been spending hours just thinking. Stress doesn’t always come because of a physical form. Sometimes, you need to make some decisions as to who you’ll leave behind in your journey, and what hitchhikers you’ll pick up along the way to your very last farewell.
I hate endings. But I love them too.
Lately, it’s been difficult deciding how to go about life nowadays. But today, in the desk of my seat in my new math class, I found a Chinese fortune – the ones from those fortune cookies you get at Chinese restaurants. It said “Getting together will old friends brings new adventures.” I realized how true that is with my view on endings and goodbyes. But it’s true; you’ll go on new adventures with old friends, leave some behind and make new ones, but there will always be a few who are always there.
That’s called true friendship.
Well if i count as a new friend I think you should know that I'm here to stay! :) I ain't going anywhere anytime soon :p
ReplyDeleteNice blog though, stress is automatic with so much going on, but its all worth it in the end :) at least that's how I always find it to be.
Endings and goodbyes do suck though. Goodbyes especially! because sooner or later you learn to move on without them, and after some while when you're at a sharp turn of ure life or a stressful point, you suddenly realize how much you actually do miss the past, despite the fact that going back now is a lot harder than it seems.
anyway i could go on n on...my point being; I wish there was a Like button.